August 8, 2008

"but i know it's possible.."

No crumpled piece of paper can never be undone.
Even torn, man created things to connect. Like bridges
Or glue
So that things can be repaired, fixed, reconnected; back to normal.
With the right mindset of renewal, all that might have been lost can live happily as it once had.
Id tell you you were wrong if you told me that a crumpled piece of paper couldn’t be undone to become new.
to be canvas stretched tightly for me to repaint,
or provide lines that read my childhood dreams and believed me more than you ever would,
or blankness amidst today's chaos that meant something like healing or a fresh start,
that i couldn't refold that sheet into paper planes departing for self-worth and acceptance.
When you crumple paper, you basically create lines..
lines of mistakes, or anguish, or stress.
that, or make garbage meant to be thrown away, forgotten even.
And we do that.. as humans, we throw away, far too easily creating landfills of raw emotion alongside mountains of memory and old toned pictures of oblivion.

We always want to forget..

perhaps even to the point where our sole purpose is to live happily but without a lot of the truths that separate us from animals.
And trust me, I want to remember everything,
the universe just makes it hard sometimes.
Honestly tho, there's just too much chaos, sadness, garbage to not undo a weathered piece of paper someday and see what happens.

people really do change.

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