October 5, 2008

Reflect

got shit off my chest.. now, i put onnnnn haha

my birthday weekend was in one word fulfilling. i can't tell you how wild 107.7 it got.
now, [as a 23 yr old man] i can only express myself fully on things like blogs, no audience no criticism no suggestions.. just get to pour out my bottle a lil bit nahmsayin.

here goes..

i have been nothing but God blessed to travel this earth as i have. My folks are fam, my family is my life. I am surrounded by people with purposes hell of different then mine, and i get centered errday. We know how to get it crackin, but most days we fine just choppin game at the house and sharing meals. I hellllaaa don't get what this life means at all, another one of those lost souls of mischief, but getting by.. hah im soo good at. im a happy soul, good energy levels, i believe in a lot of things other people don't. and my folks been had my back for as long as i can remember..

I am walking on thin lines between love and hate. I am extra far from understanding love, but my potential to do so is exponentially increasing.. that's serious talk. like i know i am going to be very very good in my relationships.. just one of those things you learn about yourself you know?

tomorrow always has enough potential to be a better day.

thank you to everyone that been a part of my life and has honestly tried to stick with me, even though its tough. im not easy to love, i think. but all my ride or die chicks hahah thank you soooo much. i will try my best to re-pay you with as much forgiveness and understanding and patience you have accepted with my friendship. that and enough laughs to make days brighter.

i love ya'll straight up.

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