lately, i've been, once again, so overwhelmed with the thought of where my life is going, time running out, having this imminent feeling of doom, to the point where i literally cannot breathe. i suffocate myself with these thoughts because i feel so rushed. study, study, study.
i need to do this. i need to do that. i need to be here/there, NOW.
i haven't even seen human existence in how long (except for the lively souls that live in my house).
so much stress, that i've decided to take my hot yoga classes again.
the feeling of practicing yoga...i cannot express in words.
it makes me a better person. relaxes, soothes my mind from all the external bullshit, and keeps me centered and at peace with myself.
i've also became a vegetarian. it isn't as difficult for me, since i rarely eat red meat anyway. but the seafood, ohhh the seafood. i will miss you so.
what else...oh, and i miss my friends. i literally see them, at most, 3 times a month.
but i guess it is something i must sacrifice to gain something bigger.
so i will depart on this little entry and leave this to help me meditate.
Namaste.
Budapest Eskimos - The Lushlife Project
1 comment:
youre alive!!
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